Ageless

Psalm 13
For the director of music. A psalm of David.

1 How long, O LORD ? Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face from me?
2 How long must I wrestle with my thoughts
and every day have sorrow in my heart?
How long will my enemy triumph over me?

3 Look on me and answer, O LORD my God.
Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death;

4 my enemy will say, "I have overcome him,"
and my foes will rejoice when I fall.

5 But I trust in your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation.

6 I will sing to the LORD,
for he has been good to me.




The blues have been around forever it seems.


I've learned some things about myself lately:

I have alot of anger issues. Anger at myself, anger at dad, anger at God.

I have alot of difficulty letting go of my "post parental divorce" phase where I acted out in ways that are contradictory to my intent to be a Good Christian.

I think it's going to do me some good to concentrate on things like Grace and Mercy and Salvation, rather than on regret, sorrow, and anger.

It might take a while, but there's where I'm at.